Wednesday, August 29, 2007

questions from soccer dad

hey everybody, i was reading AAG's comments and came across soccer dad's blog...i'll post his url so you can check out his blog. he sent me some questions to answer. If you want me to do that same, leave a comment with your email and ill send you five questions.

1) Which TV family would you best fit in with and why?
The Simpsons. my mum is always saying that. we have the same number of ppl and stuff and even tho we fight sometimes we all love each other to death, we are a team and we stick to together.
2) Do you have someone you miss more than anyone elsein life?
well...i dont miss anyone at the mo, but if my anyone of my immediate family died, i think i would need sedation.
3) What part of your body can someone touch and makeyou melt?
mmm this is kinda tricky...i like soft almost tickling fingers across my stomach. sort of in a swirling motions, just back and forth. i also like kisses on my neck but not in my ear!
4) Is there intelligent life on other planets? Whatabout Canada?
i dont think there are other planets like ours...i havent been to canada lol, but im planning on going in early January if i can get it organised. Im waiting for a mate to get a job there so i know where im going lol.
5) Bath or Shower?
showers are good...havent had a shower with someone else, but i think i would like too. baths are good after a long day at work.

so there you go, now you all know a little bit more about me.
xo

Monday, August 27, 2007

procrastination

hey everybody, hows it going?
i should be doing an assignment but i thought id blog something instead.
well..its been a while since i got any action but im ok with that.
i went to a gay bar last night and played bingo. Two drag queens were running the night. it went ok. i dont really like drag queens or really queeny gay guys, not really my thing. i dont have any thing against gay ppl, just drama queens.
anyway, im working on an assignment for uni about ethical decisions and nursing. i cant really get a handle on it....a mate from uni is helping me, which is good or else id be up shit creek! her mum is a nurse, so i think that helps her a bit.
im waiting for a book to come in from America to help with the assignment, i think its coming tomorrow. hopefully its useful.
the weather is really nice here. its been gorgeous the last couple of days. really sunny and warm. lovely spring weather.
im planning on going to canada and china at beginning of next year to visit some friends...i need to get oraganised with that or else all the flights will be really expensive and stuff.
i should back to work...i have to go to work at 3.
ttfn.
xoxox

Friday, August 10, 2007

still learning....

hey, wow, its been another dry spell from blogging, which is disappointing but i've been really busy with uni and stuff.
so, a little update, i have now slept with 4 guys. The 4th was on a uni trip at the snow, the sex was average and he ignored me the whole next day, which was disapointing. i kinda like this guy and was hoping to get something out of it, well more that sex. but he wasnt interested in me that way, probably because of my dismal performance in the bed room....well, actualy it wasnt that bad. it turns out i give great head, which he really enjoyed. He went down on me but it wasnt so good. i guess i wasnt realy comfortable enough. i have an intense fear of losing my underwear and stuff. and i wasnt super comfortable in the situation so i couldnt realy relax into what he was doing and enjoy and possible orgasm (which still hasnt happened). so yeah, no good really. he did make me brekkie the next morning and walked me to my lodge but after that, he barely said two words. oh well.
so the next night spent some 'alone time' with a different guy. we were drinking beer and sharing a chair and he suggested we go back to the lodge, so i agreed cos i was drunk and enjoyed the attention. so we went back into his room, light went off and so did his pants.
i gave him head and again, got some positive feedback. i decided not to fuck him, cos i made that mistake already. I was teasing him and stuff and he came twice on my tits, which i love and he called me a dirty girl, which wa cool too. im realy into that sort of thing, a bit of submission and stuff. i wouldnt be tied up or whipped or anything. just someone being demanding and asking for what they want. mmm, so he kinda ignored me too. i tried to discuss with him about whether or not he would ignore the next day but it was a silly thing to talk about and should have kept it to myself.
so i kinda want to be mates with this guy...but i dont think he wants to be friends.
ive been thinking about what it takes to be someone's friend and how you get to the status of being friends. so, im kinda working on making friends with ppl and see how it all works. sounds like a dorky thing to do, but i would really like more friends.

oh yeah, my best friend told me about her 'terrible' sex. foreplay lasted 3 hours and sex lasted for an hour! all i get is three pumps and a squirt! and she orgasmed and said it was terrible. i was kinda jealous of her at that point for being able to orgasm and i cant. but she is a little more promiscuis than me, which is something i dont want to change.

i think one one-night-stand is enough, and now im going to work on building relationships, not just having sex. i want to save the most inimate parts of myself for my husband. Things like orgasms and being totally naked. When im with a guy im never totally naked, i always have something on, so i can quickly cover myself if i need to or something.

thats really all i have to say.

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