three days into blogging and i already feel more liberated and free, funny how that happens eh?
i have soo much i could put here, and i have a bunch of ideas so they will hopefully come to life soon.
i got a brazilian wax today, it hurt soooo bad. i think i bleed a little. the weather was pretty warm and the wax was just sticking to my skin, rather than being ripped off, it was quite painful. but the beautician was very good and really easy to chat too, so that helped a little. it has never hurt that much b4. i got a bit lazy and let the hair grow a bit too long but i have since learnt my lesson and now i am booked in in four weeks so this experience is not repeated.
ive been thinking about my recent lesbian adventure. im not sure how i feel about it. i dont regret it, i wouldnt have done it if i didnt want to.
she initiated the contact. she kinda cornered me and said i want to kiss you, can i? at first i said no, cos i was scared and i didnt think she was serious. but she seemed sincere. she is the kind of person that gets what they want, when they want, i think mostly from guys and girls in the physical sense. she was pretty persuasive and believable when she said she wanted me.
i kinda agreed cos i was flattered and she wouldnt take no for an answer.
the focus was on her because it kinda gave me the power to direct what went on. i could go or stop because it was my hand at play, you know? she also had long finger nails and that was a bit painful. she didnt really know what to do either, and im not saying im an expert but she didnt really have much of an idea.
so, i didnt mind that i didnt really get much of the attention. when im with a guy the focus is usually on me, and its all about how i feel and what i want. so it was different to be on the otherside of that. although i think cocks arent the prettiest things on the planet, i certainly enjoy how they feel. my last bf had trouble cumming when someone was giving him head and he said that i was pretty good at it, so i would like the try that again some time and see if i could make a guy cum by giving head.
i also want to cum. i never have. i chicken out. its something im still working on. its a little tricky without a bf. i masturbate quite often, but i dont cum, i find it relaxing and often do it b4 going to sleep. im interested in buying a vibrator but im too scared to go to a store or order one on the net, cos my mum picks up the mail, that would be tricky to explain why i got a package but didnt get anything! lol. so yeah, im still working on that. there are plenty of stores around my area but i dont want to get recognised.
i really want cock...like now. i dont go out that much, so that makes it kinda tricky to meet prospective partners, ill wait till uni goes back and see if their are any ppl there. ill let you know how it goes.
i think my next post will be about all my firsts, so that should be interesting. hope u enjoy it! and id love to hear about any of your sexual adventures.